The curse of all the lovers of Narcissus is upon me. Let him feel as we felt. Consequently, he saw his own reflection in the water and could not grasp what he desired. Before they curse me, (and not few people have told me that I'm gorgeous), they ought to know that I'm happy because I've got sperm. In meditation today, realised that since the physical, material body is conditioned, but it does not condition, all freedom enjoyed, in particular the spending of money, should be for the purpose of conditioning the physical body.